FERNE McCann broke down in tears and sobbed in harrowing scenes on her TV show First Time Mum tonight.
The former Towie star called in a life coach after a series of dramatic events in her life, with the star hinting at her ‘voicenote scandal’.
Ferne McCann broke down in tears on tonight’s First Time Mum[/caption]
The ex-Towie star was talking to life coach Lydia Kimmerling[/caption]
Said she wanted to “leave the past behind” – telling life coach Lydia Kimmerling: “I’m so known for my failed relationships, my stuff that’s been in the press recently.”
But things got unexpectedly emotional when she was challenged to do some soul-searching.
Ferne, 32, began crying when she was asked to name the things that she values in her life, saying: “I’ve never had to think about this. I don’t even know.”
The became overwhelmed, sobbing as she said: “I feel really silly. I’m really sorry.”
But Lydia told her: “You’re doing something that’s really brave right now and being brave feels vulnerable.”
Ferne explained: “Do you know what. I’ve always got the answer, I’m always really confident. I feel like I’ve really lost my confidence.”
The star said she wanted become a life coach, explaining: “I have had these massive trauma that have happened to me have massively shaped who I am and I want to share that with people.”
She added: “I didn’t realise that doing this course I would have to dig deep and do a lot of soul searching and really look at you.
“I just feel so emotional. It’s all really important to take the next step in the course.”
The scenes played out in her show First Time Mum, which was shot in the wake of the leaking of a series of voicenotes that claimed to feature the star, some of which mentioned Sam Faiers.
Breaking down in tears on This Morning in March while speaking about the scandal, she said: “It definitely wasn’t my finest hour.
“And it definitely was a very difficult time in my life, but I do, I need to take this opportunity to publicly apologise again to those affected.
“The words I used were unpleasant and I have reached out privately to those people and it’s very difficult.”
The reality star insisted that she couldn’t share her “full truth” yet as it’s still a “criminal investigation”.